My Joy after tragedy was I married my soulmate John stone. We were happy we were expecting then we tragically lost the baby in March of 2020 he proposed in he proposed in March of 2021l0 we won we were married September 2020.
June 18th of 2021 John had a stroke. It tragically ended his life and so it did his wife. I yet again had to bury another husband.. My life has been normal since. I cry I miss him I love him and I wish he was here to hold me again. But hes not.
Now I'm a widow for the 2nd time and I'm not sure how to pull myself together I work I come home I take care of the dogs and I don't feel like doing much I sit up in my bed and watch Netflix.
I don't understand why God took another man away from me I wish I knew I wish I knew why I'm being put through this .
My mother in law has been a great help she has gone through this before she has also going through the loss of her son I thought I was strong but I'm not this is the one of the hardest things that I've ever had to go through he was my everything it was my rock he was my soul.
I can't imagine life without him. But here I stand living this life that we are supposed to live together. I love you John stone and I miss you more than ever.
Love your wife
Shelley
