I am sitting here contemplating finding love after the loss of Rick. I dont know what else I can say. I have found someone who loves me for me. I am grateful for the man that I have found. He makes me feel like I am worth Love once again.
I know not all will agree about this but I am truly happy and I wish I could let everyone know why I deserve to be happy again.
I found a man who is patient, kind, loving, and very handsome. I find myself very lucky to have had a second chance in not only love but in the man I fell in love with over 15 years ago.
I have been lucky to fall in love with 2 very special men.
Rick was the love of my life and I thought I would spend my life with him making him happy and falling more in love with him each and every day. The day he died, I died inside. I thought I lost half of me and find that half has been very difficult.
John is the new love of my life and I cannot wait to see what life has in store for me and him. I will work at it everyday to make him feel like he is the most important thing to me in this whole world. We deserve to be happy with each other.
John and I are headed to Las Vegas in a couple of months and I have had people ask if we are getting married while we are out there. Him and I have discussed this and are asking people to respect us. If we choose to marry one day it will be in our time and we will let others know.
Thank you so very much very all of your prayers for me during these last 9 months.
Him and i are wanting to start a family and I am not sure how I feel right now because Rick and I wanted kids and couldnt have them. If you read this I am so sorry if I offend anyone.
Love you all so much,
Thank you,
Shelley
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