I have tried to be as open as I feel like, but coming up on the year mark of his death has hit me like a ton of bricks. So many changes this year. I promised myself after he died that I would stay in touch with everyone and my grief got the better of me and now I have pushed people away that I love very much and hoping someday I can mend my relationship with them.
I started a new job in may and at the end of June i was let go for the most ridiculous reason. But whatever.
Just returned home from Vegas where I had a lot of fun.
The year anniversary is in 5 days. I'm so depressed. Im so sad.
Still I'm not sure how I made it through but with the help of my boyfriend and my family has made this year bearable.
I'm taking a break from blogging. I hope this helps
Love u all
Shelley W
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