I have come to realize that I needed to change my life in many ways. So I took it upon myself to dump a guy who was toxic for me.
After that I ended up finding someone who understands what I've been through and it's amazing. We talk for hours and text back and forth. It makes me fall for him each and everyday. He had six kids and is raising his grandchild.
He understanding and kind and so patient with me.
We both see a future together and I'm working on finding a place to live.
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So this week has been a lot of thinking ,a lot of changing, and a lot of mental wellness. I have been angry at God for a really long time for taking my husbands from me, taking my baby from me, and taking other people that I love away from me. I came to the realization that after Tuesday of thinking I was not worth anything and being angry at a lot of things that something in my life needed to change. I was on the phone with a really good friend of mine Tuesday night trying to talk me out of doing what I could to not be in this world anymore. I met up with her and talked to her on Wednesday and I met up with her and her husband and talked to them on Thursday about some things. I have decided that instead of being angry all the time I'm going to start living my life with God at the head of it and after talking to my friend on Tuesday I felt extremely free and really felt like my burden was lighter. I'm not asking for apologies I'm not asking for anything I'm just finally realizing that I need to get back into a faith-based relationship with God. So I went to church for the first time in over a year and a half today to a church called Living Stone Community. I really got a lot out of the sermon today and I can't wait to go back next week. Thank you for all the love and support throughout the last years I truly truly appreciate it all. Love you all
That's all folks,
Shelley
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